Carissa was the little girl who gawked at the big, beautiful horses grazing in pastures beside the road and dreamed of riding one. About once a year, her dream came true when her parents let her go on trail rides, and she fell in love
with horses for good on one of those rides. The group was walking through the middle of a field when, suddenly, the horses spooked and bolted. The guide hollered for everyone to pull their horses up, but Carissa wanted to keep running. She was hooked!

As time went on, her life wasn’t always as easy or fun as that ride. Life took some tough turns right out of the starting gate in the form of abuse and neglect. Carissa tried to cope through overachieving and displaying a perfect front. In her heart, she believed that if she could just be “good enough,” she might get the love and respect she longed for. But no matter how hard she tried to be perfect and perform well, she could never escape her past. She became depressed, and her anger at God became her driving force. Determined to never be hurt again, Carissa shut everyone out. . . except horses.

In the middle of the hardest season of her life, she bought a horse named Boston. He was bitter, hot-tempered, and hard to handle, and she was just learning how to train a horse of her own. Through their training together, Carissa and Boston became lifelong partners as she taught him that she was for him, and he taught her how to trust again.

Something else started happening, too: God began softening Carissa’s heart toward Him. She began to realize that many of the things she was teaching Boston were things she needed to learn and the gentle way she was teaching him was the same way the Lord was teaching her through caring leaders.

On October 31, 2012, Carissa made the decision to follow Jesus with her whole heart, and she never looked back! It has not been easy all the time (in fact, it’s not easy most of the time), but God has faithfully been there every step of the way. He has brought complete redemption to the parts of her heart that were broken. Freedom Reigns Ranch was born out of that place of redemption.

A young girl began coming to the barn to visit Boston. Like Carissa, she had faced abuse and neglect, and being around Boston was helping her heal. One afternoon while Carissa was praying for this girl, the Lord gave her a very clear picture of a teenage girl on horseback. The girl was fearful and shut down, but slowly, something in her awoke. She raised her hands, radiant and confident in her riding and more importantly—confident in who she was in Christ. The girl became aware of her inherent value and worth.